I haven't write anything on xanga for long long time...la!! some how i felt in year 2010, that i have alot of problem with friends, family and money matter...!! what is going on with me? am i that's bad luck? the thing that i want to take care really carefully and seriously...it gonna end up nth...or plan cancel...! why? and i felt out, from my good friends, at work and even my lover too!! I just want to be happy and simple life that's all...!! i dun wan to have a complicated life style...!! even my friends, they always get misunderstand me.....!! this year...since i met this gurl....!! she is the one took away my good friends and she is the one been gossip everywhere about pplz...and even her own friends!! i dun get it...why? she just cant live w/o gossip ma? sigh....when my bad luck day gonna be finish? i cant stand like this forever....!! it gonna kill me...!! sigh....
